Monday, October 31st, 2005
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9:57 pm - HALLOWEEN!
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I dont post much i know but today has been a special day fer me.
I got to play Warhammer 40,000 a table top miniture game, and i won! I never win! I always loose! But today, I really won! I was fricken happy! then me and my Freind James went to see "Doom". I Loved it it was feeky i was shooty and just a violent gorey gunfest! Then i got home and went out trick or treating with my freind Dev and his 2 year old kid Tristan. We had a blast. I was dressed up in my renisance gear and people thought i was a kid. I actually got candy! It was great! i havent had this much fun in one day in years. so now i Eating candy and relaxing ^_^
current mood:  jubilant
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Wednesday, July 6th, 2005
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6:08 pm
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Turns out i couldnt get the tatoo done yesterday. The shop wanted $200 to do it. and well i didnt have that kinda cash on me at the time. So i gonna wait a week till next payday then get it ^_^
current mood: amused
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Monday, July 4th, 2005
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4:29 am
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HOly crap i love insomina! I guess i got to much crap on my mind. i think its cause i keep thinking baout my tattoo i getting Tuesday. i have this funny feeling that its gonna hurt like hell especially the coloring part.
I Think its gonna look cool. I gonna get it on my bicep and try and hide it till my parents discover it on there own. Everybody in my depart ment is looking forward to seeing it on Wensday when i come back to work. One of the girls i work with wants to come with just to watch me cry during it. For some reason she gets really turned on when i is in pain.
current mood:  exhausted
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Friday, February 18th, 2005
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9:20 am
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I got my income tax refund today!
Im a rich Griffox!
I managed to weasel $700 outta uncle sam's wallet.
So now i gonna get me a scanner on Monday!
I can post art again and work on my comic again
I'm just gonna save the extra money that i don't spend on the scanner, cause im tired of living paycheck to paycheck.
current mood:  bouncy
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Wednesday, February 2nd, 2005
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2:33 pm - Change of plan
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Sometimes things don't quiet go as one would plan.
I Just got home from a lovely 3 day weekend with my mate Richard ^_^
i know i put a post up about me NOT going but things changed
he called early in da morn and told me what was up so i started my drive
I got to spend 3 full days with my mate. im a very satisfyied griffox ^_^
current mood: giddy
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Sunday, January 30th, 2005
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12:01 am
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Dissapointment abounds this evening.
I sent my Richard an email tonight.
I havent recived a reply back, big suprise their.
I can nolong afford to head south fer my birthday to be with him
Rent and several bills finnaly caught up to me.
had to pay.
I have 50 bucks to my name till next thursday.
so, now i get to spend my birthday alone, in my 12x12 room.
so far in the 2 years i've been dating him, he's never dissapointed me like this
I'm sure he has a good reason. (Oh lord he better)
i torn between the urge to cry and the urge to strangle him for this.
I need sleep or somethin
current mood: disappointed
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Saturday, January 29th, 2005
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9:10 am
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Having a rough week.
Richard wont answer his emails for some reason.
Why? I dont know.
I Desperatly need him to reply to one of the 8 i've sent this week.
cause if he doesn't i cant comedownn to huston to see him.
I need his phonenumber incase i get lost.
without it, i can't travel.
i'm suposted to leave on the 31st so its coming down to the wire and every time i check my emails i just wanna cry. I was so looking forward to seeing him. to be with him even fer 3 days is enough to make me happy fer months.
If i can't go it'd b e the capper to absoultly AWEFUL 4 month stretch.
I dont think i'd beable to handle that without letting my gaurd down around my parents. They'd know something was up and they'd start pestering me.
current mood:  nervous
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Wednesday, January 5th, 2005
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9:41 pm - Spindoctor
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This newe year has put me in a bit of a pickle. my lover Richard is coming into town this month for work. its a great thing, but it does have me a bit worried. He wants to get an apartment hand have me move in with him. that's cool in my book, but i dont think my parents will take the news rationally. They think I wanna stay at home for ever. I wanna get out and have a lil bit of a life but i dont wanna strain the shakey relationship i have with my dad. All i have to do is say one lil thing wrong and he'll go postal.
I just gotta find some way to introduce the idea of me moving out.we'll I guess I'll figure it out eventually
current mood:  confused
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Sunday, December 26th, 2004
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8:55 am
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Christmas has never been real good to me. This year was no execption. I got to spend it SICK as a dog with the flu. I got shafted in the presents department fer the 3rd year in a row.
On christmas Eve i went to work, I was kinda sick nothing to horrible that i couldnt handle. I came home feeling a lil dizzy, again nothing i couldn't handle. I walk in the door and my mother has 2 glasses of white sangria (Bradny/Whitewine/Fruit). She paws me on and the festivities began. We partied till the wee hours oh the morning then hit the hay.
Christmas Morning i woke up with a hangover and a horrible cough, runny nose, and a fever. Im sure the alcohal had helped that along. So Now i am SICK, without a doubt. We divided up the presents from under the tree. everybody got 4-6 presents, except me who only got 3. Way to make a guy feel better. I got 2 games and a pair of pants. Go me. Everybody enjoyed the gifts i gave them, i guess thats what counts.
Though i would of minded having a couple more gifts. woulda atleast made me feel like i was par fer the course.
Later that day i decided to head to my bedroom and install my games, and after playing them fer about 20 minutes my head started to throb and i got woozy so i laied down on my bed. Aparently i was sick to the point i couldnt even enjoy my presents. so i laid on my bed asleep till 2 when i was woke up fer dinner.
I had no appitite, but i showed up fer P.R. I ate what i could get down and went back to bed.
I woke up today. I still feel like roadkill crap. But now i get to do it at work in 30 minutes YAY.
Needless to say the only thing that could have made this holiday anyworse is if my boyfreind dumped me. and thankfully that didnt happen.
current mood: lonely
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Thursday, December 23rd, 2004
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9:04 am
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It's 2 days till Christmas!
2 days till i get off work and be with my family.
Just wish i could be with Richard fer christmas, I'd Give up all my presents to make that happen.
But i dont see it happening just yet.
ALTHOUGHT. I Am taking March off from work to go on vacation with Rich, Gonna have a bad ass Medieval Camping trip kinda thing. Lots of snuggle time and other more "Pleasure of the flesh" type activities. Cause its no secret, i need to get fucked.... BAD!
having to wait LONG periods of time suck. So i gonna try and raise some money fer my own joint. so i can move Rich in and get some on a permanent basis.
current mood: flirty
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Tuesday, December 7th, 2004
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4:20 pm
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After 3 months of PC diffulties i finnally got Ragnarok Online working again ^_^
If anybody wants to party up with me i go by " Lightning Fox "
Lets kill together!!
current mood: amused
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Saturday, October 16th, 2004
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8:58 am
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Somedays i not sure whats going on around me. like im somehow nolonger apart of the world. like im just watching the world go by from behind a 2 way mirror.
All i want in life is to be with my lover Richard. I dont care about anything else. But its really hard being dirt poor. His plans to start up a wireless ISP in southern texas isn't progressing well cause of his leagal problems. He cant even get a job to start building up capital, cause fer some odd reason nobody will hire people on probation. That ends in febuary 2k6 >.< which means the 100K his freind was gonna loan him fer start up probably wont be avilable, wich will just fuck everything up. Mean while I'm trying to save up money to move outta my home and get a lil bit of a life. thats not going well, i got a grand total of $80 >.< i dont see me keeping much money threw the holidays. I hate christmas fer eating all my money every year.... On top of all this I can't seem to get motivated lately to do my comic, and its pissing most people off. i keep getting threats in stuff. They have no idea how hard it is to do a comic, all the planning, drawing writing inking coloring. Its very time consuming, and putting in long hours at Walmart so doesnt help my energy level.
current mood: lonely
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Thursday, September 9th, 2004
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9:01 am - Pack elder prepairs fer the last journey
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Its been a long 2 days. found out my grandmother is dying of cancer again. this time its to late to treat it. she has a brain tumor 4cm's big (roughly the lengh of yer first three fingers.), Cancer on her lungs, and in her adrenal gland. Needless to say, grammy aint gonna make it. The doctors say she could go tonight or 2 months from now. all we know is that its a short time. So me and the family are packing up fer a 16 hour road trip up to visit with her one last time. I'm not looking forward to this. Last time anybody in my family died was in 1991 and i was 11 and didnt realy GET what was going on. now that im older and know whats going on, i really wish i were 11 again. My mom is stay ing with gramma clear to the end and to help with grandpa. I pray this 4 day trip goes quickly. I leave Friday night after work.
current mood: nervous
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Wednesday, August 4th, 2004
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12:45 am - New Sessions
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Tuesday, July 20th, 2004
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11:31 pm
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9:03 pm
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Finnally got around to doing a picture this week.
I got insperation from a Magic card. A Tel-Jilad Wolf, a lil green creature that i like cause hes so damn cute. But i thought it would be better as a werewolf ^_^
I REALLY like the way it turned out ^_^.
current mood: bouncy
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Wednesday, July 14th, 2004
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10:14 pm - My Vacation...Or...HOW TO PISS A GRIFFOX OFF!
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As im sure many Furs Know, i had to miss Anthrocon fer the second year in a row due to being absolutly BROKE. SO i figured what the hell i'll relax at home fer 9 days from the 7-5-04 to 7-13-04. Although I had planned on relaxing fer a week and a half, This wasnt to be the case.
DAY ONE. I learned from my parents that my Grandparents would be coming in on the 8th fer 2 weeks. I imedetly thought to my self, "Well Fuck me in the ass so much fer peace" I was forced into a massive cleaning effort to get the house ready fer their arrival.
DAY TWO. I spent all day Cleaning. and cleaning. and doing lawnwork. It was a day spent in a stuper from cleaning product fumes. needless to say, my brain switched off and ran on autopilot, to conserve braincells. (I try to presevre the precious Few i haven't killed with magic markers. Being somtimes it tough being an artist)
DAY THREE. Finished Cleaning Every room in the house. I did a really good job. Did my parents notice. NOPE. all my ass busting and got no priase. Thats showing someone ya really care.
Day FOUR. Had to pick up my Old People from the airport. Grandma is 73. Grandpa is 81. Both are loosing there frigging minds. It's sad to see but thats just the way old people get. Aesop is now stuck on Babysitting duty. Things were starting to take a turn fer the worse.
DAY FIVE. Had to miss my weekly update of my comic. I left it hanging in a very semi yiff spot, and now the masses (can it be call masses if its just a select dedicated few?) are getting restless. they ALL Wanna see whats going to happen. BUT due to my grandparents being here, and my manditory DEPORNING of all my art from my pc, i cant get them done. I haven't even started them yet. My Fans arent happy. IM not happy.
DAY SIX. ATEMPTING TO DRAW PORN. key word atemting. Every one in the house is NOW releying on Aesop to do all house work. They also keep barging in with out knocking on my door. CANT a guy draw porn in peace??? Im now reaching visable pistofftiduted.
DAY SEVEN. Papa is now noticing a VERY visibal depression setting in. i grumpy, HE knows it. So he told me to go out and get my self something nice fer putting up with the fammily. I went out and got "Custom Robo" fer the Gamecube. I get it come home. MY brother lent the GC to his girlfreind, and their both outta town on vacation. AESOP IS NOT A HAPPY GRIFFOX. Grand parents insist i play Scrabble with them. Aesop prays fer gun to fall into lap from heaven.
DAY EIGHT. Mom Tells me i can have the day to my self. I invite my best freind fer life Dune over to play a couple of hands a of magic and to relax my tired brain. It would have been great if they woulda let me have 5 minutes of peace. Mom kept barging in asking me all kinds of retarded questions and checking up on me.
I finnally had enough and went out to take in a magic tournament.
I lost. Aesop is now the king of the losers! Aesop contemplates mass geniside when he gets home. More Scrabble insues. God is testing me.
DAY NINE. I give up, no way i can have peace fer a single hour of my vacation. I start to REALLY wish i had gone to AC, even Broke. I still have a creditcard i could charged the trip too. But it wouldnt of been the same without my boyfreind. Atleast i can got to work and avoid my family tommarow.
TODAY. I get to work. The place is a LIVING NIGHTMARE. I run a deli Fer Wal*Mart(Evil Empire) and my department looked like it was torn from Iraq. No supplys, No Stock. Fryer oil 6 days overdue fer its oilchange. AESOP'S LEFT EYE TWITCHES. Managers find my first day back to be the perfect time to fuck with me. I came to work to relax. I know that SOUNDS like an oxymoron but it can happen. CAN, but didnt. I start to sort my department out, cleaning it completely. I decided about an hour into my workday i need lunch. I needed some time to sort that shithole out in my head. THEN it happened. My boss found me on lunch and told me some things had changed while i was gone. He changed our closing time from 8pm to 9pm. NOT a smart move because that strands an 65 year old man by himself to clean the entire department. Then he droped another bomb on my already fragile mind. We where to keep cooking food till 9pm. Even my product that sells less as the night drags on. Mainly or Rotisary Chickens. at 4 bucks a pop, we was throwing 12-16 chickens away at the end of the day. AESOP'S BRAIN FINNALY QUIT WORK. it had enough. I told my boss that that was the WORST idea i had EVER heard spewed from his mouth. He told me it was a regional district managers decision. Yelled out so ALL could hear "The Higher up you are DOSENT MEAN YER FUCKING INTELEGENT! The airs thinner up their! they fucking arent thinking!" I have a very strong stance against wasting food. why cook and throw away tonight when i can save and sell tommarow. Needless to say i got to have a nice change to talk with the store manager and give my veiws. I got diciplaned fer using obseen laungage.
Now im home. i've locked my bedroom doors. I have a 6 pack or Rootbeer, i plan on drinking my self into a better day. ( Yeah i know you cant get drunk on rootbeer, But it doesnt hurt to try)
current mood: numb
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Thursday, June 17th, 2004
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9:09 am - Another long series of weeks
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I hate being so busy with my life. i have barely anytime to myself. I wish i could go to anthro con, it would be a wonderfull way to relaxe. but sadly i lack any kind of money. oh well i working on art and all kinds of other progects, including my vacation in 3 weeks. that im happy about. but, i have to be around when my grandparents come to visit. bummer
current mood: confused
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Friday, May 28th, 2004
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10:48 am - New Comics
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Friday, May 21st, 2004
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10:59 pm - New Sessions 37-40
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